:: a ten cent story ::

this story was happen,long2 time ago.punye lama,smpi tak hengat date.nk jd cerita,that time..only that time..aku tibe2 mcm sesak.really,rasenye duit ade tp tak hengat knp kena pinjam duit org mase tuh.bkn byk mane pn,RM 50.pd aku,tak le byk mane..tp,dunno for certain2 people.aku pn,mmg jarang ajar diri aku pinjam duet kt org.maklum le,sbb duet..kite blh b'gaduh.tp,sbb yg paling utama is aku t'sgt le tebal muka kalo nk pinjm duit org.its just not only money,but everything i think.so,its ok for me if i have to sesak rather to borrow from somebody.

back to story,1day..i need a money.as mentioned,RM 50.aku pn pg le kt sorang minah nie.then,im asking..can i borrow u RM 50 ?? malu,mmg malu.but,i dont had any option that time.dia ckp dgn aku,knp tak pinjm kt kak elly jeee ?? (my senior in my dept).yuzzzzzz...sesak siottt.aku pinjm kt dia,sbb aku rase dia bestpren aku (ke,aku je ke yg rase mcm tuh ??) kalo aku nk pinjm kt kak elly,anytime aku leh mintk pinjm.lps tuh,aku bla jeee...duet x dpt,malu & rase t'hina yg dpt.

after that stupid scene,tibe2 aku dgn minah cikai nie kena p course sama2.the interesting part is made a call guna public phone.so,after dia ckp segala..ade duit balance.tak byk pn,ade seposen je.so,aku dgn muka yg tak reti2 bahasa ni..aku pn offer le diri aku nie,buat call utk abiskn duet seposen tuh.tibe2,tak jd plak.aku pn letak telepon then,suddenly minah cikai tuh trs check duet balance yg jatuh.i mean,that ten cent.

aku pn ckp,that was only ten cent.dia reply,even its was ten cent,but..i was my money.hahaha.after that,till now..baru le aku kenal dia siapa.kedekut pahit.aku pn tak perasan sblm ni sbb jarang t'jebak dgn scene yg melibatkn duet2 dgn dia.after 3yrs quit from my old lovely sweet company(btl ke ??),even once aku tak rindu kt dia.no need to remember a person that deserved to do so.....

but,why..i,still think of her ??

left unanswered ~

(fuck for her !!)

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