last wkend blk kpg.tgk keadaan mak.makin teruk nmpknya.darah kuar mcm air paip >< 1jam.well,of coz aku panik.gile punye panic.cik nor pn panik.aku rase,everybody yg tgk pn akan panik.abg aku plak takde.maen bola.yer ler,menda nk jd.well,juz imagine kalo sumer takde kt umah.cuma tinggal mak.mcmane ekk ?? mak plak,xmo ade maid.pening ler aku.deep in my heart,sumer perasaan ade.risau,sedey,takut..God ! only You know everything.
pagi nie,tiber2 Saiful ckp..dia menang tender Hospital Ampang RM 200k ++,tiber2 timbul 1 perasaan yg x best.well,tender tu ptt aku yg wat.tp,sbb aku bizi dgn tender UPM,bos suh Saiful wat.aku rase mcm,mcm x best.feel like its not fair for me.or,adakah aku semakin tamak ? at the same time,aku baru je terima awarded last wk from :-
1. UiTM - RM 568k
2. Jabatan Imigresen - RM 180k
3. UPM - RM 45k
knp aku asek rase tak cukup ? cemburu membuta tuli.always think that it was mine.inikah penyakit hati yg di namakn dengki,iri hati,busuk hati etc.hate this feeling.dulu,im kind of moderate people.easy to handle.
adakah,masa merubah aku ???
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