im too bizi with nothing & everything.at the same level,i felt sick with this life.im tired enuff with all this stuff.should i leave all i had or just quit what i do now.its seem like stuck at the same phase,level,position..or,just name it ! its all same almost everyday ! its hurt.dunno how to express the true feeling.
today,im still shocking with the death of Rizal.i dunno to describe how BIG the feeling are.how shock to received this news.but kan,brt mata memandang..there is more painful to accept the reality.but,this is the faith or the correct terms is menerima takdir Allah..Qada & Qadar dr Nya.easy to say that,hurghhhh ???
did im not thank to God with all this gift ? all this good things in life.its so complicated to explain.its hard,too hard.what i should do is,just keep in silence.as usual.full stop,fool ! i dont want to mess with anybody.malas.benci.i dont want this penyakit hati to stop me to do good things in life.life is short.use it for the good way.wahh..again,so easy to talk kn ?? hehehe.
dunnolah,why everytime demons always knocking my heart.to say that,its not good enuff for me.i should be serve better.i should get more that this.is this what we called greedy ? this is not demons,this is shit.hahaha.lancau.suddenly,i juz remember Marilyn Monroe.her very classic death ! she put on herself make-up,very glam beautiful dress then she overdosed herself.what she get ? she got NOTHING ! repeat..NOTHING except NAME.well,its got nothing to do with me.hahaha.
this is a photo from Kosmo.Al-Fatihah to my late fren,Rizal.
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