well,dah lama aku tak rasa sunyi mcm nie.rase sepi sgt-sgt.rasa rindu yang terlalu mendalam.kdg-kdg,aku sendri tak faham,sepatutnya..aku lebih matang sejajar dgn usia yg semakin meningkat.tp,kadang-kadang aku tewas.dalam mengemudi perasaan.its been 3days my sayg left the company & i felt really bored.lost my focus & keep miss him so much.im ruined my mood,keep thinking of him.never stopped even a single minute.NO,this is not called ANGAU.i just mizz him.we re never a part like this before.maybe,aku yang tak biasa dgn suasana nie.
smlm,aku sms dgn dia..smpi 1pg.smpi aku terlena sendri.rindu.sedey.cuma handphone aku ler peneman setia aku.tempat aku berhubung dgn dia.YES,im miss u sooooo much.miss u like crazy.smlm,demi mengisi kerinduan yg bersarang,aku start mengalih-alihkan perabot.tolak sana,tukar sini.pnt.tp,tuh jer cara aku nk lupakan dia,dengan keep myself busy.its work for a while.
mak dkt kpg,sihat.alhamdullilah.mmg gagah.jauh di sudut hati,aku nak sgt jaga dia.maybe,its my turn to look after her.but,she refuse to stay here.YES,i admit..my lifestyle is a bit boring.plus,i dont think its suitable for her.aku kdg-kdg,tak sampai hati tgk dia.when she tell me,last time when she in fever & nobody bother about her..then,she felt like want to cry.keep take care herself by his own,sebak sgt.i know his feeling bcoz im like that for some many ages.im feel guilty for u,mom.really,GUILTY.
sabar ye,mak.nnt adik blk kpg selalu.tengok mak.bwk brg mcm-mcm utk mak.bwk mak jln-jln.u r the best mom in the world.tak kaya,takpe.tp,kaya kasih sayg.tak prnh luak even sket pun sayg mak kat adik.emmm...its a HUGE touching story.for thiz 2person in my life.LOVE u both.
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