:: emmmm ciiiiiiii ::

isnin ari tuh aku mc,bdn paneh suam2 kuku.biler
aku pg jumpe Dr,dia ckp aku dah masuk kategori
high fever.aper idaknyer,biler termometer check suhu
tak sampai bbrp minit,led dah blinking & ada bunyi
beep.Dr was very tergezut sbb demam aku dah masuk
kategori heavy tp aku wat derk jer.

biler Dr tanye,biler demam..aku ckp dr semlm.then
biler dia tanye why tak pg klinik,dgn penuh selambe
aku ckp...klinik nie tak bukak mase weekend.soo..
dia kasik aku satu das 'pg ler hospital ! takkan nak
tunggu klinik nie bukak baru nak pg'.hehehe..
pdn muka aku,jwpan sungguh tak relevant.
(actually,aku takde jwpan lain..jwpan nie jer yg
t'lintas dlm kepala hotak aku mase tuh !)

after that,Dr bg ubat seguni.ubat yg paling besh,
mkn setiap 4 jam.mampuihhhh.teruk gaks demam
aku ekk.then,biler dah sampai umah & inform
bos aku mc..dgn tanpa segan silu aku melakukan
sesuatu yg paliiiiing aku suka buat mase aku cuti.

sarapan nasik lemak lauk rendang kerang (yg aku
beli kat dpn klinik),segelas fresh oren,tgk dvd,psg
air cond (suhu paling rendah skali) then tarik comforter..
huhuhu...breakfast in bed beb.mewah btl rasenye.

lps m'cekik (sakit,tp selera tak pernah tumpul ! hahaha)
telan ubat then zzzzzzzzzzz..siap set alarm,after 4 hours
kena bgn & mkn ubat lg.mama bosan btl !

semlm & today,dah ok sket.ari nie last kj,esok &
lusa takde kat opis.ade kj luar.bosan ader,besh
pun aderrr.....

aku nak mkn Crispy yg Zaid belanje nie,nyum..nyum..

:: tdo tak brp lena ::

kdg2,ade 1 perasaan yg amat kuat menolak aku utk
menulis kat blog ini.dan kdg2 gak,almost 3 perenggan
siap..aku terpaksa delete semua yg aku tulis because
of some stupid reason.

aku tidak lg sefree dulu.blh ckp,blh tulis dan blh ape2 shj.
semua ade batasan.knplah aku tak mcm Yasmin Ahmad.
bebas memilih bidang sendiri.huhuhu..awat ler citer
the-story-teller nie masuk dlm blog haku.
(walhal,sampai la nie aku tak tgk Gubra lg..dah takde
daya dan kuasa yg menarik aku ke pawagam utk tgk
citer nie ! byk sgt gossip yg memeningkan)

dan berbalik kpd aku.ada 2-3 menda yg memeningkan
kepala lately nie.buat tdo aku tak brp lena.wlu dlm
comforter yg cukup tebal dan bersama penghawa dingin
yg ala2 kabus kat Genting Highland,tdo aku tetap tak
sebesh dulu.

whats up yooooooo ???

frankly,idup dah mcm ilang manisnya.maybe kena back to
basic.sesuatu yg dah lama tertimbus,harus di carigali
semula.utk itu,cuti pjg yg aku apply ujung bln nie dah
pun bos approve.pg2 buta td aku dah call ibunda,confirmkan
diri aku utk blk ke tanah tumpah diri aku nie !

Gemencheh,here i comeeeee !!! yeeeeehaaaaa !!!

tp,kena tunggu 2 minggu lg utk blk kpg.urghhhh..lamanye !

:: kau kunci cinta ku di dalam hati mu ::

Ramlah Ram

Bila sendirian terbayang wajahmu
Bila kerinduan terasa cintamu
Bilakeresahan inginku dibelai
Sepenuh kasih dan sayang

Bila ku terluka terseksanya hati
Bila kau tiada kusetia menanti
Pernah kumencuba lupakan dirimu
Tapiku tak daya menanggung rindu

Sukarnya untukku berpisah denganmu
Kau kunci cintaku didalam hatimu
Meronta hatiku menangis kernamu

Kau kunci cintaku didalam hatimu
Sehingga kulemas bila kau tiada di sisiku

Bawalah daku bersama denganmu
Dan janganlah engaku biar kusendiri
Dulu dan kini hingga selamanya
Engkaulah kesayanganku...

-----------------------------------------
tetiber tingat lagu nostalgia nie ari nie,then aku
masuk yahoo malaysia utk search lirik.dapat pung.
nak golak pun ado niee...

td dah ambik vcd Full House dr Jem,soooo..weekend
nie,tergolek2 ler aku marathon citer nie.

lain2,takde yg menarik..aku nak pi ngular kojap.

:: aku kena lagik ::

ari nie,still bz sket2.pg2 lg dah kena dgn bos.skang nie
dah almost everyday aku kena 'basuh' atas kj2 dahulu
yg sepatutnya p.i.c baru incharge.soklan yg asyik aku
terpk lately :-
1. knp bos still refer dgn aku ?
2. knp p.i.c baru tuh wat dunno jer ?
or,i'm sooooo stupid sbb tak bgtau/try to clear-up
the air dgn bos aku ttg problem ari nie.

aku ade discuss dgn 2 org opismate psl menda nie.aku
dah tak tahan menanggung beban sakit jiwa.tp,jln ker ?
step yg paling relevant :-
1. slow talk dgn bos (hey dude ! thats not my job anymore)
2. re-brief current p.i.c
3. aku print organization chart besaq2 lps tuh letak atas
meja aku..hahaha..

ari nie lunch dlm opis jer,Nazri beli mee goreng mamak.
tiber2 aku nampak mamat botak tuh hensem maut
today.hahahahaha.

nampak gaya mcm blk lambat lg today ! kj byk btl.
tp aku sedaya upaya,walaupun kena merangkak sekali
pun..aku totap nak blk pkl 5pm ... sharp !!!!!
(panasonic tetap di hati ! hahahaha )

:: why me ? ::

urghhh...keje byk banget.nak update blog pun tak sempat.
soooooooooo,nampak gaye..tak lama lg tak ber-update ler
blog aku nie !

esok ade SIRIM audit..nie tgh pulun wat menda2 yg aku
tak patut buat.

kdg2 aku tak paham dgn bos aku nie,knp ler aku sentiasa
di bayangi dgn keje2 lama aku ?? adakah sbb aku kj bagus
sgt atau org yg take over tuh tak cukup bagus mcm aku
dulu or agaiiinnn..bos aku yg tak reti nilai staff.

aku tertekan mauttt ... person-in charge ambik kesempatan,
bos plak salah pilih terkam org.last2 aku yg jd mangsa.

why me ? why always me ??

:: to do ::

pagi nie aku takde mood nak tulih sebenarnyer.tp
aku pakse gaks menulih.lepaih pakai lipstick Maybelline
no 813,aku received first call utk ari nie.

lps minum air kosong and layan sebijik pisang berangan
yg aku bwk dr umah,aku tibe2 mcm berangan jerrr...
pisang ajaib tul.plus,botol air aku yg warna pink nie.
isi dia dah kosong tp dia maintain kiut.

ari nie aku ade byk menda nak wat.eg :-
1. mkn lg sebijik pisang berangan.
2. marah Julia dr Sales Dept sbb dia nyusahkan aku semlm.
3. do my laundry.
4. mintak (lg & lg & lg) stabilo kat Kak Elly.
5. tgk citer cina kat tv3 6-7pm.
6. kutuk bos aku .. hahaha.. (agenda wajib tiap2 ari).
7. follow-up dgn mak psl pg holiday kat terengganu.
8. download gambaq dr digicam.
9. update & filing bil-bil (also utang piutang).

esok plak.eg :-
1. lipat baju.
2. kemas umah (lap abuk..acummm !!).
3. main masak-masak.
4. nak pg IOI,survey henpon.
5. beli kad besday utk Liza Burung Antu.
6. jumpe Anaconda kat Mid Valley.
7. beli dvd utk abg aku kat kpg (kes ngade2).

lain2 plan.eg :-
1. tgk movie yg paling besh in the universe
a. Pirate Of The Caribbean - The Curse Of The Black Pearl
b. X Men - The Last Stand
2. make over master bedroom.
3. beli kuali besar sket.

lain-lain takde yg menarik.air cond kat opis nie punye
ler sejuk.sampai kepala aku tangkap rasenyer.dah
pakai stokin pun sejuk lagik.lemak tepu kat bdn
aku nie tak berfungsi kottt..

:: Don't Bother ::

Don't Bother - Shakira

She’s got the kind of look that defies gravity
She’s the greatest cook
And she’s fat free

She’s been to private school
And she speaks perfect French
She’s got the perfect friends
Oh isn’t she cool?
She practices Tai Chi

She'd never lose her nerve
She's more than you deserve
She's just far better than me

Hey, hey!

So don’t bother
I won’t die of deception
I promise you won’t ever see me cry
Don’t feel sorry

And don't bother
I’ll be fine
But she’s waiting
The ring you gave to her will lose its shine

So don’t bother, be unkind
I’m sure she doesn’t know
How to touch you like I would
I beat her at that one good
Don’t you think so?

She's almost six feet tall
She must think I'm a flea
I’m really a cat, you see
And it's not my last life at all

Hey, hey!

So don't botherI won't die of deception
I promise you won't ever see me cry
Don't feel sorry
Don't botherI’ll be fine
But she's waiting
The ring you gave to her will lose its shine

So don’t bother, be unkind
For you, I'd give up all I own
And move to a communist country
If you came with me, of course
And I'd file my nails so they don't hurt you
And lose those pounds, and learn about football
If it made you stay, but you won't, but you won't

So don't bother,
I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine,
I'll be fineI promise you won't ever see me cry
And after all I'm glad that I'm not your type
I promise you won't ever see me cry
Don’t bother,I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine,
I'll be fineI promise you won’t ever see me cry
And after all I'm glad that I'm not your type,
not your type, not your type, not your type
I promise you won't ever see me cry......


Nota kaki :-
Shakira ??? urghhhhhh...ada somethin yg besh yg wat
dia beza dr penyanyi lain !!!

:: brokeback girlfrenz ::

td,dah setengah page aku tulih posting nie..tiber2 power trip plak.
sakit btl hati haku.hangin amat2.kena plak type blk.sah2 aku
takleh nak recall ape yg aku tulih td.very the hampehhhh.

actually,geli ati maut aku rase dgn title posting kali nie.gatal luaq
tabii rasenye.tp,idak ade ape2 ler.sekadar hiburan shj.last Sunday,aku
berdating dgn Sue dan Izan.lame btl tak jumpe minah 2 ekoq nie.
Sue tetap dgn kiut dia since aku kenal dia 9 thn dulu,cume Izan
jer yg agak2 temboom (sajer jer aku eja salah).dia kate dia mcm tuh,
tp aku tgk biase jer.maybe sbb aku lg temboom dr dia kot.hahaha

nak berdating dgn depa nie,punye ler letey.bkn dgn Sue,tp si Izan.
udah ler susah nak jumpe,songehnyer maha punye byk.kjp nak
jumpe kat Mid Valley,then Sunway Pyramid..last2 Central Market.
sakit jiwa btl.tp takpe,sesekali punye psl (kalo selalu,mmg nak
kenalah !)

a few month ago,aku & Izan ade plan nak jumpe.set punye set,maka
tibalah hari yg di nanti.yg aku nie,siap ler dgn kain songket dan sanggul
bagai :) .last2,pd hari nak jumpe tuhh..dia kansel tanpa pengetahuan aku.
marah punye psl,sampai aku lupe kat maner nak dating mase tuh.
aku ? takyah ckp ler punye hangin.kuar ler segala.well,aku takleh nak
please everybody.kalo nak kansel ker aper ker..bgtau awal ler.jgn aku
dah siap & excited bagai...tiber2 kansel.aku siap sound Izan mcm nie :-
' buat mase t'dkt nie,jgn contact aku wlu dgn ape jua cara telekomunikasi
kalo ko tak nak kena marah free2' hahaha...teruk sgt ker aku nie ???

Izan pg2 lg dah sampai CM.siap breakfast kat Secret Recipe.breakfast
stail2 omputih tuh.aku yg mmg lapo jd kenyg trus.bg aku,kalo nak mkn
western2 nie,cume blh lyn utk lunch & dinner jer....breakfast ?? of coz
nottt !! tak sangka plak minah Jawa nie dah bertukaq jd mak saleh !!

then..Sue,Izan & aku pg ler jln Masjid India & Jln TAR.jln kaki tuh wehh.
gegar lutut aku.sambil jln tuh,sambil kutuk2 classmate dulu.topik yg paling
glemer of coz si Zali.mama bosan btl.dr bujang,sampai dah kawin..ntah2
dah beranak pinak..dia still berhutang pizza dgn Izan.hahaha..mcm2 ler
depa nie.

lama btl tak 'lepaking & hanging' mcm nie.rase muda blk plak.hahahaha
rase besh btl bile pg Jln Masjid India.mcm2 ada.kami b'3 nie,kjp berenti
dr gerai ke gerai,tp belinyer idak.aku mcm biase ler,bile nampak org
jual vcd haram..mula mcm org hilang akal.ingatkan nak rembat byk,tp
takde movie yg besh2.then pg Mydin,sbb dok teringat menda yg mak
aku pesan.time nak byr,org punye ler pjg b'jela.so,kami sepakat bla

dr situ.tak sanggup nak merempuh lautan manusia.

note for Mydin :-
u have do something utk pembyran di kaunter..too messylah !!

so,jln2 kjp kat Jln TAR.nothin interested.Izan bg idea pi Mydin Sinarkota.
then,we all together pi CM again to had lunch.juz me & Sue.Izan dia dah
ngap td soooo..bg mengelakkan baju pengantin purple dia tak muat,dia
cume minum air jer.dan aku,menu nasik kerabu weeehhh.but,little bit
dissapointed when my favourite ikan keli not in listed.

after shoppin2 kat Mydin Sinarkota ( kena gak pg Mydin dlm apa jua
keadaan sekali pung becoz i need to buy my mom punye pesanan
keramat tuhh !!).Sue,mcm biase ler...dia mcm yg aku kenal dulu.
dok senyap dan kontrol cun (well,dia mmg cun punggg...sejuk mato
mak mertua mandang..hahaha).punye cool minah nie,sampai aku plak
yg t'jerit2 kat Jln Masjid India biler ader kereta lalu kat jln yg sempit.
kete tuh pung biudoh (the driver actually,not the car of coz !),dah tau
jln sempit and ramai org,awat ler lalu kat situ...consider ler sket.tp,bab2
sivil nie takleh nak wat guane..sendirik mau ingatlah.

almost 4pm,the dating session sampai penghujung.sedey ? not too much.
cume aku jer yg lebey2 kot.hahaha.masing2 bwk haluan.Sue pg sambung
ronggeng dgn kwn dia tgk movie MI3 and Izan abg sepupu kutip dia
kat KL.and me ? of coz pg Petaling Street carik dvd.perbezaan antara
Jln Masjid India & Jln Petaling is vcd vs dvd.hai bangsa ku,bab nie pung
ketinggalan.

nota peribadi :- membeli barangan cetak rompak adalah salah dan di larang.

tp kalo beli gaks...tanggung sendirik !!

for Sue & Izan :-
thks sbb jd kwn aku.luv u all.or,maybe next time kite leh spend mase byk
sket.just duduk2 & lepak2 & borak2.buat Izan :- Slmt Pengantin Baru and

soon for Sue (also me...hahaha) and Sue,aku lom download gambaq lerrrr...

nanti kalo dah ok,aku send by email yerrr...

Andai hidup punca perpisahan,
Biarlah mati menyambungnya semula,
Namun seandainya mati punca perpisahan,
Biarlah hidup ini membawa erti yg nyata.

:: Just Feel Better ::

Just Feel Better - Santana feat Steve Tyler

She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If we coming or I'm going
It's not how I planed it
I've got the key to the door
But it just won't open

And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
It goes I never went before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything that just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better

And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one who knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping

I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have it seasons
Round and round it goes
And every day's a one before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything that just feels better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better

And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

Long try to holding on
To all things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting nowhere
I think I need a little help this time!

Yeah, [guitar solo]


* the bestest lagu in the world pd mase nie.huhuhu...
seksi sungguh ler Steve Tyler nie !!!!

:: rindu banget ::

urghhh...lama btl aku tak update blog nie.ghindu yg amat2.
bile free mcm nie & rase nak menulih..tp idea plak kong.
ntahapapantah haku nie.

takde ape yg menarik lately.sumer mcm biase jer.bdn aku still
letey semcm maybe sbb stuck dlm jammed lame sgt mase blk
kpg mase labour day ari tuh.sian Anor,dok drive almost 6 jam.

semlm tgk Man Laksa,mak aiii...punye letey nak layan mato.
dlm panggung cume ada 6 org,at least ramai ler sket dr
Persona Non Grata dulu.

bile sebut psl filem melayu nie,kdg2 aku naik heran biler aku
ckp jer aku tgk filem melayu..ada ler 2-3 melayu yg tak sedar
diri tarik muka.awattt ??? tak kelas ker citer melayu nie.
mcmaner ler korang nak tau kelas ker idak,korang bkn tgk
pun.plus,korang mcm tak reti2 nak respect hak org.suka
ati ler org nak tgk citer ape..yg korang nak kutuk or wat
muka tak besh aku tgk filem melayu..ape hal ?? bkn mintak
duit korang pun.cehhhhh.....

itu lom lg psl bab mkn.nampak jer bdn besar sket..mkn sate
kajang 9 cucuk,dah mula ler bunyi semcm.heran btl aku.
then,bile ade cite yg t'kena btg idung sendirik..mula ler
nak kuit2kan cite org lain..biaq org lain pun t'kena btg idung
sendirik plak.kecoh btl.

lemas !

aku dah tak blh tahan dgn kelemasan nie.akhirnya,aku back
to basic.aku pulangkan dia kepada yg empunya seblmnya.
semoga ko berbahagia dan aku jugak bahagia.sebulan dlm
percubaan,aku rase aku selesa idup mcm nie.

aku tau,aku tak blh nak avoid dia selama2nya..tp cukup
utk agar dpt meminimumkan segala-galanya yg berkaitan
dgn dia.

dan,akhirnya...jadilah aku seorang pengalah yg amat2 berkaliber
abad nie.aku mengalah dgn famili,opismate & now kwn2.adakah
aku berubah krn perubahan usia.atau pun,aku dah tak berdaya
nak menurut kata hati dan keras kepala lg.adakah aku terlalu
tua utk itu ?? atau mungkin aku sudah matang ?? pehhhh....
letey nak jwb tuhhh,mau 2-3 ari aku tak tdo pk kan menda nie.
hahahaha...

tp,dun wori..aku nie jenis tak simpan dlm ati.wlu tak simpan,
tp ader gaks yg singgah kat ati nie.sendri mau ingatlah kan.
alahhh...citer psl ati...sampai kiamat pun tak abis,mennnn...

dah lerr...dah pjg sgt merapu !!!

~ chow