aku lepak kt kpg,dh 3 hari.emmmmm...bestnye ! mmg relex kepala otak aku nie.sambil fikir a few thing & plan dlm hidup aku.rase-rase mcm dh dpt,tp...we look how.aku decide,kasik lg masa 1 thn.1 thn bkn lama sgt pn.pejam-celik,pejam-celik..dh sethn.
hari nie,mcm biasa.ptg-ptg nnt,beli juadah berbuka kt psr ramadhan.td,dh wat kueh sipot dgn mak & kak nor.buat 1kg.amboi,letey tgn aku nie mengentel.best,tp..kebas kaki sbb xtahan bersila lama-lama.aku plak kena wat lebey,wlupn bkn aku punya.hahaha.
nie kt umah mak yah plak.bwk mak pg kedai jap,then singgah sini.maen internet.boring gak dok terperok kt umah.tak wat ape-ape.dtg sini,tgk-tgk..mak yah pn tgh gentel kueh sipot.maakkk...fobia i ! hahaha.
emmm..like usual,very busy too update thiz blog.dunno what i do & did,but i felt like no time to write here.so many things come around.sometimes,i kenot tahan even mcm want to blast all the anger.curse to all people,hit & kick everybody.how easy if i can kan ?? but,of coz cannot ler.now,after a few days being a very damn & suck off feeling,i think..its to pack all my feeling.goodbye to my bad days.move forward to better future.
im so malas to think certain people that very childish.keep on telling people,how others treat him/her bad.if people dont want to freind with u,so..what should i do.if people dont want to get along with me,again..what should i do ?? broadcast my feeling to everybody to listen ? to believe ? hahaha.what ever ler,we're big ENOUGH.mengadu is not my behaviour.but,ONLY with Dia.
im fine.hahaha.tak kisah pn.lantak ler,wat ler apa-apa pun.aku tak kisah.aku ok jer.OK at ALL !!
hari nie,insyaAllah..masok hari ke 4 puasa.3ari dh selesai,alhamdullilah.takde ape pun yg best dlm life.cuma,masa puasa nie..mcm sangap sket.pnt.kalo kuar,cpt sgt rasa lesu.bkn lapar,cuma hausss sgt-sgt.rase mcm nk pengsan.emmmm...dugaan ler kan.bkn senang nk carik mkn.redha jer ler.dh mmg kj mcm nie.nk wat mcmane.
kdg-kdg hati rasa tak best.arghh..fikir mcm-mcm.sana tak kena,sini pn tak kena.sumer serba tak kena.ntah ler,lately rase mcm serba salah.campur lagi dgn kwn-kwn yg sakitkan hati.how before this leh mkn sama-sama.minum sama-sama,even nangis pn sama-sama.tp,bila aku yg sedey..mane pg kwn yg aku prnh sama-sama menangis dulu ? aku plak yg rase sedey sorang-sorang.well,aku jugak yg silap.mengharap sgt dgn org.too much expect for people.people who dont want to understand.biar,hari nie..hari diorg.esok-esok hari aku.
aku tak hadap ler ade kwn mcm ko.aku tak mati.apa yg ko wat kt aku hari nie,akan lebey membuatkn aku matang.
sudah August.bulan ke 8 dlm kalendar.kjp je kan ?? emmm..dlm seminggu lg,dh nk puasa.hati btl-btl rase tak best.sbb my sayg dh nk sgt berenti.nmpk sgt kj takde mood.aku plak,malas nk pujuk.kalo aku suh dia stay,tp dia tak happy..watperkan ?? baek dia bla,demi future dia gak.
rase mmmg sayu sgt-sgt.tp,siapa ler aku ? aku cuma mampu sokong dia wlupn aku sbnrnya mmg xmo dia pg.
