:: we're wrong ::

hate to tell u this,but..this is my feeling.we're sooooo wrong because we meet each others after a few years.we're a different person now.when we getting older,we find a true we're.a real colour of ourself.yes,im change.forgive me for differences.

fren,life must goes on.like before.erase me from your memories.im just a piece a meat.goodbye,my good old days..re-packing my luggage feeling,throw all the saddness & bitter heart.

all of this is a mistake,a stupid mistake.

dumb ??

:: re-pack my feeling ::

ntah mcmane,aku leh t'jumpa gambo nie..masa bos belanja mkn durian



nie pn hari yg sama,sampai hati Tan ambek gambo aku blurrr...gambo tikus tuh yg ok


last Saturday,aku sms dgn kwn lama aku.we had a simple conversation.talk about some girl stuff.one of the sms from her said 'ko ni kalo b'ckp tak pernah kalah' well,its a bit made me terkesima.in ordinary word,surpise lah.it is ?? did i in that type of people.well,just label me.i dont care.maybe my words quite sharp..i dunno.but,its me.i talk,suggest,share idea in my way.im rather 'cakap tak pernah kalah' than 'cakap tak serupa bikin'.

world is no border & limit.u can talk what u want.either u right,or wrong its depends how people thinking about u.but,of coz u believe all u words is true.badly,i dun want to digest this issue too much.we're big enough to think which is wrong & right.

just respect & accept each others.if u think u cannot,draw a line.dont worry,with OR without u..i still ok.i dont put my happiness in your pocket.

take note that,next time.

:: 2012 ::

sumer org ckp,2012 best.my sayg pn ckp best.aku ? ok ler kot.aku mmg kaki wayg.citer tak best pn aku tgk,apatah lg citer best.hehehe.soooo...semlm demi menunaikan hajat my sayg & nk merasa kebestan 2012,aku pn tgk le movie nie.show 3pm,tp...full house.hebat gk ekk..bg aku,ok leee..dh lama tak tgk movie 2hr 30min.

at the same time,boss suh survey nk p trip mana this yr.masing2 suggest this place.hurghhh..jungle again ?? what to do,must follow the majority.only 1wk left to blk kpg to celebrate Aidiladha.really,cant wait !!

:: he left,yesssssss ::

opismate aku yg byk ckp tp tak serupa bikin akhirnya,resign today.yesss...aku takde le rase ape2.cuma takde le org yg merapu2 lg.takde rase sedey ape2 pn.

man,for me..u just a piece a loser.totally,loser !!

shit,ur nothing more than shit !!

:: aku,selamat hari lahir ke 30 ::

terima kasih yg tak t'hingga kt officemate aku yg organise simple surprise party utk aku.terharu gak rasenye.kt dunia nie,tak ramai yg ingat birthday date aku.tak heran le sbb aku pn bkn slalu ingat birthday org.bg aku,menyambut hari lahir hanyalah pertukaran nombor merujuk kepada angka usia.tp,sekiranya anda mempunyai agenda..dont wait until change the age but do the changes immediately,takut tak sempat.well,we cant predict our life,when we should go & face The Creator.

recently,i had a really bad depression.too much to think about some issue.i just wanna be a simple human,burden my mind with some unforseen matter its really hurts to digest,and of coz to accept all the circumstances.i like,i like the sweet me who always take a matter with light pressure & settle every problem with a joyful yet meaningful.life is about choices.either u learn,unlearn & relearn.Ya Allah,give me back all the happiness that i had before.promise me with free preassure & sadness matters.really need it,Allah.

im applying Aidiladha leave on 28/Nov,means i will back to kampung for 3days.also,planning to PD..lepak-ing to Jemi house at PD dgn Mak Yah & my mom.need to realease a heavy rocks in my head.bestnyer dpt tgk mak time hati tgh tak best nie.

happy birthday to me on 09/Nov/2009

may myself happy forever,insyaAllah

:: piece of me ::

heppi besday to my old fren-Linda,yg ke 30thn.wish u all the best in what eva u do.long life & good in everything & so on.today,aku tak kuo.dok dlm opis.wat mcm2 kj.best ade,nyampah pn ade.settlekn kj2 mane yg t'tangguh tuh.

takde ape yg best pn.mcm biasa je.tiap2 ari ujan.pg,ptg & mlm.best,ujan tuh rahmat dr Tuhan.aku tak prnh merasakn dgn adanya ujan maka hari yg bakal aku lalui akan tak best.

rase mcm nk blk kpg,tp ade byk lg kj tak abes nie.nnt le.nx wk maybe.mlm nie,nk beli brg dapur sket.sumer dh abes.dr sabun bsh,ke tisu..sumer dh takde.itu lom benda2 laen lg.

today very the sejuk,wearing my belang2 stokin & HP sweater.hehehe.

:: november datang lagi ::

november,coming.yeahhh...its coming again.aku dh dpt wish dr my sayg for my happy birthday wish.he said,he want be the 1st one to wish me.thank you,dear.then,we're planning some simple celebration for this sunday.mcm tak t'kejut ekk...nk celebrate awal pn dia dh bgtau aku siap2.dia ckp,kalo tak bgtau awal2..takut aku dh ade plan dgn kwn2 plak.hehe.ok,reasonable.

plus,kena celebrate awal sbb ade tender closing on my birthday date.sad stori ! benci pn ade sbnrnya.letey.lately nie kena wat kj run-run.kuo tghari pns,ptg ujan plak.sakit kepala.bdn pn jd tak best.tiap2 ari telan ubat.

aidiladha nnt plan nk blk kpg.jengok mak & sedara mara.rindu this baby.Mohd Shahrul Airil,my nephew.prematured baby.i miss everything & everybody that i love.