:: nyampah-est ::

ade 3tender nk closing nx wk.aku jangkakan,akan bizi yg maha hebat.rasa malas pn ada,nyampah lg tak pyh ckp le.hehehe.

this wk,ade 2-3plan for wkend.tp,mcm takde mood plak.dok rumah je kot.lepak2.mood takde sgt2.aku nie asek gaduh je dgn my sayg.bile rindu,jumpe..pas tu gaduh.bile tak jumpe,rindu plak.mcm2.aku benci,m'jd aku.

:: Shell Advance Malaysian Motorcycle GP,Sepang Circuit ::

quite bizi,pnt.lately nie,kalo ptg je..mesti ujan.

ade 2tender nk buat.rase mcm tak menang tangan plak.

ade gk tender yg menang,alhamdullilah.

nie gambo last wk-25/Oct/2009

best !!

:: a fine day ::

as promise,Paul & Nick are not here today.already fly or reach Bangkok..maybe.i dun know.bestnye.today i can ular pjg2 without any worries except if Mem Besar masuk.saje le tuh,jd mata2 si Paul.hehehe.

this is,today a very 1st time im writing a blog with this new netbook.alllah,boringlah.everyday talk/write about this netbook.today also,im late come to work.very late,around 9.30am.superb.

i just called Kuala Lumpur Golf & Country Club,my payment..RM 14k is ready.yesss...a good progress for a very fine day.thks God !

i dunno why,im so berbulu with Tan Arman & Kayzie..why haaa ?? im not so racist to think that this people,good & not good..but,this 2jantan really make me meluat.really fuck.

also,perang dingin with my sayg.honey,i love u..u know that.but,for me..with or without u,i still ok.maybe,my life better if we letting go each others.i dont care about my past,but i have to look forward.for my own goods.

:: rezeki dr Allah ::

today,Paul & Nick are quite busy.same with me,buat2 bizi.for the time being,aku terlalu bizi with my new HP netbook.transferring photo,document & etc to this stuff.tomorrow,Jemi - my nephew will collect my Acer notebook.this notebook actually,never had any injury.everything is prefect except the size.well,its a trend nowdays.im not the one who always follow the trend,butt..this cute netbook was really awesome.cant to miss it.for a few days,im counting & thinking that which one should i change,either my notebook or my handphone.i like iphone,crazy about it for a pass few month,yet..till this time,i also nak this gadget.for some reason,i have to change my notebook & soon my handphone.no harm done.now or later,mesti akan di tukar.

tomorrow & until wkend,Paul & Nick going to Bangkok.hehehe.heaven,hurhhhhhgg !!dunno,maybe HP meeting.lantak le,for sure is...its time to ular panjg2.i'll continuing bizi with my new netbook.i like this thing.really,crazy siouttt.pehh,lama btl tak tulih pjg2 mcm nie.mood baek kot.

yesterday,after run-run to putrajaya-kelana jaya-shah alam..im soooo tired until i felt want to bunuh diri.to cheer me up,after the run-run journey,do my favourite xtvt.shopping time !! i like.hehe.i just brought a pair of sandal & handbag.both are Sembonia.cute.latest design.suddenlykn,aku rase mcm purse aku nipis.hehehe.when sampai office,tunjuk kt officemate.diorg ckp,why my new handbag colour are similar like KM punye.really ?? aku pn tak perasan.but,for sure is..mine is jauh lg cute dr KM punye.

some people said,im materialistic.nooo...its,just me.i like to do this.aku kasik mak aku duit every month,some for funding,for bills & the rest for myself.i just do what i like to do plus,aku MAMPU.hehehe.jgn jeles.

:: two of my new stuff ::

best,aku mmg best.i had change my laptop to mini laptop.in exact,HP Mini 2140 Netbook.its really sexy.8" only.handbag size.i like !!

my new Guess handbag.nie 1st time aku beli Guess,slalu bantai Sembonia je.cute.mcm aku gak.

:: wrong ::

i hate,her.....

i hate,him....

im wrong,so wrong !

aku nie,tak jaga hubungan aku dgn Tuhan.sbb tuh aku byk btl sakit hati lately nie.

damn !

shit !!

:: angry-est ::

my major weakness-anger management.i was thought that,if im older..i'll be more wiser.there is no prove for this.aku tatau le,knp aku nie tak blh rapat dgn somebody.hate to say this,bile seseorg tuh dh ade kwn yg lebey best dr aku,dh ade boipren,dh ade laki,dh ade part time bodoh sbb desparate nk carik duit lebey..trs masa utk aku takde.bile sms,nk reply pn ssh.nk hang out,lg ler ssh.fuck off.

bile ssh,pandai plak carik aku.i hate all of this.knp ekkk ..

aku jd mrh sgt2.rase mcm aku ni takde value lgsg.really,fuck off.

aku benci le.aku benci manusia mcm nie.time ssh,guling2 mintak tlg aku.call aku mcm nk mati sgt.tp,bile aku ssh..jgnkn nk tunjuk muka,nk reply sms pn ssh.gampang btl.

:: steamboat,tonite ::

dh 3ari,aku plan dgn budak2 opis nk pg steamboat kt sunway.last2,smlm kuar memo ade meeting dgn Ethan HP 5pm today.

keciwa tul aku.pdhal,punye excited gile semlm.last2,tak jd.putih le mato aku.esok,aku dgr je le citer masing2 pg steamboat.tp,aku hrp sgt tibe2 ade magic today.tgk2,Ethan t'paksa cancel meeting ke..tak pn,budak2 tak jd pg tonite.

hehehe.keep my finger cross looooo.....

:: 03/05/2007,missing u ::

hari nie aku tak keluar.nak wat homework.do some canvassing for new prospect.at the same time,follow up some customer yg mcm dh tenat.pg td,ade customer call.pg2 lg dh wat darah aku mendidih.marah gileeee....asek2 nk mintk discount,how to do business ??

ntah mcmane,recently..aku slalu t'ingat kt arwah kak sue.ari nie,godek2 internet..tiber2 aku masuk fotopages dia.then,aku jumpa gambo aku dgn arwah.we had a story,lots of stories.i wish if i can turn back the time.semoga roh arwah aman di sana,insyaAllah.

kak sue,u're unreplaceable.i'm sooooooo sorry !

:: ministry of hate ::

aku pnt ! pnt banget ! hate to do this,to do this work.really damn stupid shit things.i need injection of enjoyable.grrrrr....

dh 2ari wat kj mcm org gile.pg LHDN,trn naek lawyer office..today kena pegi Ministry Of Treasury.beb,did i dont have any job to do ???? aku nie,corporate affair ke ?? ishkk..ape le aku merungut2 mcm nie,lari rezeki.

sabtu nie,boss nk belanja mkn durian.hentam durian dulu b4 blk kpg.need to blk kpg this wk,my mom kata nk wat open house.

takde mood le nk tulih ape2 lg.bosan !!

:: im rejected ::

pg2 buta dh kuo,settle for UiTM & LHDN.pnt.nie dh smpi opis.byk kj tak settle lg.td,dlm bizi2 tahap gaban..sempat gk tgk wayg-Momok.citer mcm gampang,wat bazir duit aku je.pastu,lunch kt A&W.kan senang,dh tentu A&W tuh sblh GSC je.

then,singgah JJ jp.carik ape2 utk umah aku.takde benda pn.survey photo wall,tp mcm tak lawa.nnt tgk kt Parkson plak.tak pn,pg Ikea.mood nk m'lawakn umah tgh m'luap2 nie.skrg nie,smbil tulis blog..singgah2 kt Facebook jp.takde ape yg menarik pn,makin ari..makin m'yampah plak dgn Facebook.

saje letak gambo2 cemas kt blog nie.hehe.relex le,im thinking like any adult thinking.is normal what,cuma yg tak best..aku visualizekn benda nie.slrupppp...hehehe.bg aku,ok ape.cuma,t'over bukak aurat kot.need to do some urgent stuff.update later --

* piss off with LHDN,im rejected.need to pay RM,hampehhh !!

:: back to normal ::

aku dh b'baek2 dgn my sayg.mcm nie le aku,kjp gaduh..kjp ok.yg m'jd masalah,tak jemu2 nk gaduh.pelik btl.ari nie,dia pakai bj yg aku belikn.sejuk ati aku.pandai btl mamat ni bodek.alahhhh...aku dh msk sgt dgn trick dia.

pg td,boss plak bising2.kecut gk prt aku.takut ade,nyamph pn ade.tp sbb dh biase kena maki,menda2 tuh sumer aku dh imun.

smlm call my mom,alhamdullilah..dia ok.asek mkn je.semlm mkn smpi 3x.very good progress.ari tuh dia nk ambik gambo kt studio dgn aku,tp tak sempat aku nk bwk dia.sbb kesihatan yg tak m'izinkn.bile dh sihat,aku dh kena blk sini plak.

insyaAllah,blk this month aku bwk dia p kedai gambo.kemain lg mak aku,nk ambek gambo kt studio..nk pakai professional photographer.kelasss..hehehe.

today tak kuo,lepak2 kt opis dgn Peter.malas.pnt.

* its been such a long time to enclosed this avatar intimate photo,too sexy for me.i like the breast.its make me feel wanna.............................

really hot !!

:: maafkan,syg ::

pnt.sungguh pnt.tak larat.nk mrh pn ada.too much of fighting,too little understanding between me & my sayg.asek gaduh.tak jemu2 fighting.i just wonder,how can we live together soon ??

hidup bersama org yg dicintai merupakan impian bg semua org termasuk aku.dlm maksud lain,aku mahukn dia m'jd suami malah ayah kpd anak aku.dan aku dambakan,akan mengandungkn malah melahirkn zuriatnya.tp,kdg2 pelbagai rintangan seakan tidak memungkinkn impian ini m'jd kenyataan.

aku bkn b'mimpi terlalu jauh,b'khayal yg indah2 utk bersamanya..tp,aku cuma insan biasa yg menuruti lumrah alam.sentiasa m'hrpkn yg baik b'laku.

u,dont know how much i love u !

im sorry ...