:: jujur vs honest ::

sungguh !
sungguh aku tak berani akan bertanyakan kejujuran org lain terhadap aku,mahupun kejujuran aku terhadap diri sendiri.errr...split identity kot ???

this is something really true about myself :
pls dont except me grand-grand.
because,end of time..u'll very frust.

it's too early to-me-to use a miracle quote :
'terimalah aku seadanya'

some explaination (maybe not relevant to u) about thiz statement :
i'm such an ordinary girl; ~ i'm still ?
i juz try to live my life as honest as possible.
the people i love i keep them close and in high regard.The people who i dislike, i give them opportunities to become better (too many at times). I give respect first without expecting it back, but i will not pay disrespect with any kindness.

honest vs jujur is a best policy.thus,berkata benar adalah sesuatu yg menyakitkan.menyeksakan jika ia sebuah hakikat yg tidak spt yg di jangkakan.masakan kita mampu menutup mata dan telan dgn apa yg terjd.its hurt ! yeahhhh...its truly hurt.tambahan pula jika ia di lakukan oleh org2 yg kita sayg;org2 yg kita trust.

i'm always expect nothing in return,and that will gain me to not set myself up for dissapointment.mcm ade org ckp ler,salah 1 cara nak bahagia,give more & expect less.and maybe,better use thiz - give more & expect nothing.but,when i was hurt with someone that had a story-behind-story (or,pernah terkena satu masa dulu with this human)..i'll dun care apa yg t'jd for the 2nd time issue.for 1st bad thing happen,maybe blh maapkan ler,but if 2nd time t'jd..maybe its a best time to me to say goodbye.i know & realize that it was hurt but.........then,a policy & prinsip take the situation.i have my own philosophy and of coz i've to respect it.

lantak ler org nak ckp aper about me,tak kenang budi;tak guna or ckp ler ape yg korang nak ckp.bknnya aku kena idup psl korang pun kan ? i have my own career;my lovely family & frenz.but,if depa takde lg dlm idup aku pun,aku kena gaks continue my life with my own style,dignity & respect.

huhuhu..bila tulisan makin panas,better stop or then,mcm2 lg akan kuar.last,pls to stop think & expect respon yg baik2 belaka t'hdp aku.its doesnt means i was totally insane,but,its juz only me that have a sekeping ati yg rapuh (benci btl menda2 mcm nie ! hahaha),yg kdg2 tak sumer org paham.

if i dont understand u & u dont understand me sooooo.....
paham2 sendirilah.
i'm just unordinary superheroin;yg bahagia dgn cara sendirik.now,i just wonder that why i just can close with the certain2 people.aku bkn memilih;tp mrk yg tak mahu memilih aku utk m'jd sebahagian dr mrk.frankly,its ok.

any comment ?
boringnya tulih article2 mcm nie !!



nota editor :-
no comment,apa yg di tulis tlh di tulis.thks to saper2 yg respect,dan pd saper2 yg di seblknya..hehehehe...'kita adalah apa yg kita tulis'.Allah,sayglah aku strong-strong.

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actually,i'm not really ok with the life i had right now until i wrote thiz article.burden at my shoulder gone with the wind alreadyyy....yahoo.com !