:: what if there were no yesterday ? ::

a good friend of mine suddenly asked..
( of coz not Lynn,he was my hubby tak jd - Hairul )
~ pengakuan berani mati nie,mennnn !

Him : What if there were no yesterday
Me : Huhhhh...what a suck soklan nie ??
Him : What do you think it means ?
Me : ayoo.. i'm sleepy.. i could not think...

continue to sleepppppzzzzzzzzzz....

...and it was left unanswered...

when i woke up the next day.. the first thing in my head was 'What if there were no yesterday ?' i've been thinking about it for quite some time now... the thing is.. i've never heard of that phrase before.. you must sure heard of what if there were no tomorrow.. but yesterday?.. i dont know why he asked me that.. but it makes me think.. yeah.. what if ... ??

hmm.. well.. if its just one particular day before today.. i wouldnt be doing my laundry... i wouldnt be cooking 'sambal ikan bilis' & 'telur masin' for my dinner..watched movie at Mid Valley..alone.and,thousand of agenda.

but if there were totally no yesterday... i must've been born today.. hehe.. dont you think?
then i started to think deeply.. hoping that i could be like my ex-beloved.. he never failed to amuse me with his brilliant, weird and odd yet interesting ideas.. his brain just works different ways.. he will always blurt out his thoughts and views that will then make me go.. then 'yeah.. u're right!' (of course i would'nt be so nice to agree on everything that he said.. )

anyway... back to what i was saying.. after forcing my brain to work extra hard.. this is what i'm going to answer him....last,like people always say....takde jodoh & our relationship gone-with-the-wind.kuasa Tuhan ! but frankly,i still like him as a frenz.or,maybe his personality & characteristic.melalut2 too much dah aku nie.

if there were no yesterday...
i wont be here

if there were no yesterday...
i would never know how to control anger
and
i would never know how to appreciate people

if there were no yesterday...
i would never learn to be grateful
and
i would never learn to be more careful

if there were no yesterday...
i would never experience success
and
i would never experience failure

if there were no yesterday...
i would know what is
love & hate
cry & smile
mak & ayah
frenz & enemy
u & me
and of coz
my Tuhan.

~ it was a really completely boring poem rite ???

muehehehehe.....

nota editor :-
Hairul ur always in my mind.and u'll be there forever even i've find my new guy (or,guys !).muehehehehe...tak hengat tul,mennnn !